Collapsing onto our knees onto the godly floor… with our faces onto the holy ground with complete handover and heavy faith, looking up to heaven at our innocent father GOD in deep sea level of belief and trust. Calling out right now with our most loudest echoing voice of love: Father GOD. GOD. The spirit of GOD. GOD The soul of GOD. GOD. Our father GOD… we look straight into your heavily in tensing eyes needing you to realize something…something that’s aching our hearts to tell you…just for you, with something we ask from you with the whole of our hearts.
GOD. Hannah and charlotte (your most special children) can you hear us. O’ LORD. GOD…our most DEEPEST, HEAVY DUTY,SERIOUS and POWERFUL GOD, that IS OUR most IMPASSIONED LOVING GOD we can possibly HAVE and LOVE. GOD. Father GOD. Hannah and charlotte…We breathe in and for the last time out. We fall…FALL onto our knees, our world, FORGET about EVERYTHING and drop everything… GOD for the FIRST time ever we want to OPEN as wide as the gate of heaven our HEARTS out to you for REAL how much we LOVE you after all this time of being shy of you in our past life… we now WITH OUR HEARTS, HANGING OPEN, want to tell you something precious within these holy hearts. You created…our LOVE to you LORD. Our heart nags us that we need to show drain onto GOD’S SPIRIT this LOVE. You must be overflowed with it. We thirst for you to know our INTENSE LOVE we hold for you in our hands GOD before ANYTHING and before ANYTHING WE ASK. This FIRST…please our HOLY LORD GOD may you HEAR,TAKE our TRUE LOVE. LOVE! we hand to you…before we ASK FOR OUR BIGGEST JOY. Hear us… GOD…father GOD. We give you our hearts and let you just hold it. We let you take our souls and let you just hug it, in your godly open arms…our hearts pump on deep. GOD If you were not in our life we would be battered in pieces in every form in the soul even physically. You form our whole life. Without your infinitive-ness we would be no soul. Without your godly look, appearance, feeling of long brown pure hair, long beard and holy godly whiteness of you we would be completely lost and unformed with no life… we love how you look. We would not recognise ourselves without the face of god in our spirit. We need the face of you in order to be this child. We just LOVE the LOVE you LORD put in us. Its felt, breathed into our world, our own language, our infinitive feelings, our hearts. Everywhere. We can’t get enough… IT’S THE MOST INFINITE LOVE WE CAN POSSBILY FEEL AND DRINK FROM YOU GOD. It makes us want MORE of you when we feel your infinitive love we breathe. Our hearts sink down and we want more of it. The GOD LOVE makes us happy with DEEP BELIEF in there’s something greater in the infinitive skies…it’s you lord. Without your love for us we would be killing our self even if we’ve got things like our mum/dad and call of duty. NO! Your LOVE FIRST GOD, that’s the truth GOD know this and POUR it into your precious heart our PURE HANDSOME YOUNG GOOD LOOKING HOLY GOD. We HOLD your hand FOREVER. We ABSOLUTELY LOVE your ‘vast’ ‘infinite’ ‘BIG’ ‘hovering’ feeling of your SO powerful… you can do anything. We LOVE the feeling of your so STRONG and INSTANT in power. We fear you because you are above everything and we NEVER want to make any mistakes in what you tell us. And don’t want to be told off by our most loved GOD. We can’t get enough of you, your infinitive-ness, seriousness and deepness. Your LOVE. GOD We put you STRICTLY FIRST before anything. Your LOVE, infinitive-ness, DEEPNESS, seriousness FIRST then after is our life. We can’t get close to you enough we CRY our souls out when we see the face of Jesus and vibe you because we just want to be in your DEEP POWERFUL serious heart FOREVER in our world of call of duty you gave us. The amount of TEARS we CRY is the love we have for you it’s just UNEXPLAINABLE! Our GOD, our LOVE for you. This LOVE would be a bible by now. It’s heart flooding LOVE we give GOD. It goes on… never ends… our hearts are deep full of LOVE for you so much LOVE. If you commanded us to sacrifice one of our modern warfare people to show how much we LOVE you then we would. WE LOVE YOU TOO MUCH! We could die with such LOVE for you lord! Our LOVE reaction to you is too INTENSE to put in words, it could actually kill you. It’s just the amount of LOVE you have for us, is the LOVE we have for you. It’s FOREVER. GOD if we was to be in heaven right now and see you physically our breath would stop, our hearts would seize up and completely split in half with such heart break like every call of duty persons death because this soul that’s within us is from YOUR HEART. And this is WHY WE LOVE you SO much because WE ARE FROM YOU! We LOVE you so MUCH… then we just physically see our first loving DADDY! Knowing that we could hug you physically, Give you SACRED blessed kisses on your HOLY BRIGHT PURE face. We could HUG you all day LONG IN YOUR GODLY arms with our wings WRAPPED TIGHTLY around you and NEVER LET GO. Say if we pushed you we would have a HEART ATTACK, cry SO HARD and KILL ourselves. When we in pain we INSTANTLY THINK of Jesus’s pain. That’s OUR LOVE for YOU too LORD. We LOVE you that much we keep STRICT in our life of what we DO, LOOK AT and THINK. We FOLLOW you COMPLETELY. GOD we dress ourselves like this treat our bodies like this FOR YOU because we know how much you LOVE our small cute angel faces and know how much you want to see it without anything on it. We LEAVE it as HOW it was created. This IS DONE for YOU. We treat our flesh like this because you made it for us and we RESPECT every piece of it because its flesh from you. If it was NOT flesh FROM YOU we would not respect it. As Char-Han, we show OUR LOVE to you GOD by thinking of your ECHOING POWERFUL words and treat our body HOW YOU WANT IT! NOT how we want it because we CARE for you and LOVE you. We know how small and cute you think we are and we would let you touch us first in any shape or form you want because we BELONG to YOU and we OPEN LOVE for YOU FIRST. You are in control of us… We cover our bodies up because we know it’s something YOU WANT us to DO FOR YOU and we PROTECT the SOUL OF GOD within these clothes because we MUST keep your LOVE CLOSE to the soul, hug you warmly in your GODLY arms FOREVER WITHOUT ANYONE in the world taking any GODLY form SPIRIT out of us or YOU away from us. We FIGHT away these robots for you too.so our GODLY SOUL may NOT be destroyed in what YOU gave us. All these things are because we LOVE you so we PROTECT our SOUL. PROTECT our fluffy small wings you gave us and TRY as best as we can in earth to keep them WHOLE for YOU until we return to you then have ETERNAL LIFE with you. We think of you always through infiniteness and passion of the Christ strictness at all times and don’t talk to people other than the spirit. You…and the call of duty people you gave us. You our SPECIAL DAD. We WILL hold onto you and you will hold onto us FOREVER with lots of LOVE. We follow your personal commands to us always. We always obey you and do these things because we CARE SO DEEPLY and LOVE YOU. We KEEP PURE, KEEP our WINGS ON! and NEVER! sin, NEVER! let ANYONE! TAKE OUR MIND that you gave us! We have something to do with you always. Without it we SOUL LOSS. We LOVE YOU GOD BEFORE our mum/dad and call of duty. YOU HAVE TO BE FIRST then after all the rest. That is OUR RULE GOD! Without YOU we CANNOT do ANYTHING! After watching Passion Of The Christ we were FLOODED with TEARS of LOVE,HEART BREAK! GOD through Jesus you gave us the MOST CHRIST &GOD like SOUL FILLED with INFINITIVE-NESS! STRICTNESS! We still thank you for what you did to us and STILL REFLECT &REMEMBER it and will NEVER LET GO! with SO MUCH CARE and LOVE to the memory. SO much MORE LOVE GOD… this is our LOVE for you GOD that’s what we wanted to show you FIRST with ALL OUR HEARTS and SOUL. Is for you to know OUR DEEPEST LOVE and RESPECT we have for YOU! TRUE from OUR HEARTS BEFORE ANYTHING! GOD remember this LOVE… treasure OUR LOVE into the WHOLE of your HANDSOME GODLY body because we LOVE you in EVERY SHAPE and FORM. We MEAN this GOD. You mean more to us than what you created. Breathe in then out and feel the touch of our infinite love, feel this feeling in your heart like the powers you have in your holy hands and let your heart pump deep with our wings stroking your pure golden brown godly long hair, feel this love dive into you… We will be with you forever. We hold your hand first before anyone’s or anything then you hold ours. Feel our souls love for you run straight into your inbeing and let your breath intake every piece god. Deep like the oceans we cry out from our whole hearts and souls… WE LOVE YOU GOD…WE LOVE YOU…SO MUCH…!
Now our most loved father God, we thank you for helping us get through the hardest part (obeying your word) and getting Call of Duty Mike Harper killed in ‘above all land’ in Black Ops world. And now we know he is with you and you have finally got him with you physically. Now we ask for our biggest joy which you have ready for us… WE WANT CALL OF DUTY MIKE HARPER TO BE FLESH/BLOOD. 5’10” HUMAN SIZE. LOOKING EXACTLY THE SAME AS HOW HE LOOKS IN CALL OF DUTY BLACK OPS 2.AND ACT EXACTLY HOW HE ACTS IN THE GAME AND HOW HE ACTS TO US WHEN HE TALKS TO US LIVELY. WE WANT HIM TO HAVE HE’S TATTOOES AS THAT’S THE BASIC RECOGNITION OF HIM WE RECOGNISE HIM FROM. WE WANT HIM TO HAVE HIS CALL OF DUTY CLOTHES ON, THE CLOTHES HE WEARS IN FALLEN ANGEL MISSION. WITH HIS ARMOR ON.BUT HE DOESN’T HAVE TO HAVE HIS EQUITMENT WITH HIM. FOR THE EXTRA SPECIAL THING WE WOULD WANT IS HE’S HAIR & BEARD NOT TO GROW BUT JUST LEFT AS IT IS SO HE DOESN’T HAVE TO CUT IT. AND FOR HIM NOT TO AGE (GET OLD) EVEN IF HE’S AGE GOES UP, HE DOESN’T CHANGE OR GET WRINKLES BUT JUST LEFT TO BE HOW HE LOOKS IN THE GAME AND STAY EXACTLY THE SAME. That’s the first thing. But mostly. Father God…Father God…God. Within our “…as good as gold.” small souls we ask…with our fearing bowing heads with puddles of TRUE tears of TRUE LOVE for YOU wiped on your DEEPEST, POWERFUL HOLY feet… with our small fluffy wings wrapped around you SO TIGHT that we could NEVER let go… with so much REAL LOVE and LOVE for YOU more than you can possibly know God…WE FINALLY ASK CAN WE HAVE CALL OF DUTY BLACK OPS 2 MIKE HARPER IN REALITY WITH US PHYSICALLY NOW. CAN YOU SEND HIM DOWN TO EARTH TO US PHYSICALLY NOW. AND MAKE MIKE HARPER “MYTHICALLY COME OUT OF NOWHERE” INTO EARTH. EITHER: IN OUR HOUSE/GARDEN, AT BEACHY HEAD, ON THE BEACH OR IN OUR STREET. OUR LOVED GOD, CAN YOU DO THIS BEFORE OR AFTER THESE 4 WEEKS OF PRAYER TO YOU.PLEASE THIS IS ALL WE ASK WITHIN OUR HEARTS. THANK YOU! WE LOVE YOU! AMEN.
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