Prayers for son safely returned home December 11, 2016
I’m begging the lord, that when I return to Bronx family court on This Monday, The Referee Guarino, grants me in writing the extension, that she understands I never missed my court date, I was told by the officer she was abscent for the day, and that there was nobody available for me to see, and nothing I could do until Monday. My sons father has been abusing him due to the misinformation, the school telling me Johns lost 20 pounds, john having bared witness to violent domestic violence disputes where his father Johnny strangled his girlfriend until she turned blue, & lost consciousness. John had been hiding behind the couch afraid his father was going to kill him or do what he did to her, to him, as he was angry, john peed his pants his father ripped the phone out of the wall took Johns phone, every phone in the apartment and didn’t even know nor bother to ask or shout out for john. He merely yelled no ones calling the police. He didn’t return until the next day, john was alone, afraid to move, john has visible bruises from his father punching and hitting his thighs and buttocks area with a belt, if john doesn’t hear him and Johnny looses his patience, when he cries that he wants to be with mommy, with me, where he is and has always been safe. Johnny gets angry and beats him, Johns being emotionally abused, physically abused and his fathers brainwashing him, he is lying about me, john was never removed from my home, the illegal actions of two caseworkers and a man whose not identified, illegally kidnapped me by threatening me, and after the caseworker was specifically told that the case was firstly a case of malice or an issue where I was accused due to an argument I might’ve had, my sons safety was never an issue and he was in the eyes of the director and cps caseworker never neglected a day in his life.
The caseworker was told that the case was not to be further investigated it was officially closed.
The commissioner was mailed letters, video, audio, as was the head of the health and hospital corporation,& chief of police, after employees, head of neurology, social workers, were unnerved upon finding I was illegally being detained, my heart stoped for 60 seconds when I was illegally medicated for a condition, I didn’t have called schizophrenia, I wasn’t aware I was also illegally being drug tested, drugged into a comatose state and a battery of testing took place, when I had literally signed an immediate release form after the social worker who was the director, stated patient has no psychotic conditions nor severe mental health circumstances that warrant her being illegally held here, against her will, my medication stolen, detoxes threatened, and all the actions and treatment given to a literal drug addict who was found guilty and was court ordered to be placed in the psychiatric ward for drug rehabilitation and detox as well. My illegal testing proved I was anal & taking the legal amount of my prescription medication, & I endured what my sons father should literally have been placed. The caseworker didn’t admit to her supervisor that in two weeks until finally my dr well respected and an attorney demanded my immediate release and to be given my medicine immediately or I’d die.
As a result of my sons & my literal kidnapping, & illegal search and seizure, my son had no reason for any further investigation let alone to be endangered by one supervisor and I pray she feel remorse for she was discriminating against me, told a man she claimed not to know to grab me, he had illegal knowledge of one of the alleged names of my medications, & teased me, saying you’ll never get your xanax again, while a neighbor taped everything unbeknownst to me. It took one month to recover. The commissioner said I’d never endure another investigation although the measures were illegal, they only proved that I was an innocent dedicated mother, an advocate for my special needs son, John, & because of a false allegation, and the caseworker disobeying her subordinate and my ignorance in opening the door, I was harassed, Johnny, Johns father whose never cared for him only I have been Johns sole guardian
Johnny was threatened with lies, and john now has a fear of being kidnapped mind you Johnny should’ve never Responded.
Pray that I be immediately without a doubt have an emergency sole custody due to extraordinary circumstances and aggravated circumstances, where my sons being illegally exposed to his fathers unstable severely violent and abusive nature witnessing his father in constant domestic violence physical altercations, one last month, in which he almost murdered his girlfriend Virna, An obvious drug addict, his fathers abusing drugs prescription drugs and cocaine, in front of my son, my son called me and asked me if he could eat the blue things that looked like candy in his bag, his father went and disappeared three days not feeding him. I told him no, to throw that out, they were methamphetamine, I looked up what he took a picture and sent me.
His father is scizophrenic and bipolar disorder type two with severe depression, he’s not treating his illnesses he’s abusing prescription drugs and using his up in under 7 days, abusing hitting my son, who has no legal reason nor does he feel safe, his fathers abusing and threatening to never bring him home.
And I’m the parent that’s emotionally & physically stable he’s severely mentally ill & a definitive drug addict, whose capable of snapping, can’t control his. Violent temper.
Please tell the lord to grant me what I always had, but Johnny has been using our child as a way to abuse the both of us and he enjoys causing emotional pain, Johnny is not and never cared for John emotionally and or physically. Please this year I’m asking that a positive change take place. That their be no more violations of my sons or my safety or privacy that I be granted an extension to the order due to the severity of the dangerous circumstances that my son is in, being malnourished, abused, emotionally and by his father witnessing non stop domestic violence physical abuse and my son can possibly wind up dead, if I’m not heard. I was given misinformation, stating that judge guarino was abscent all day and there was nothing I could do till Monday, now his father threatened my life and threatened my sons life, that he’d kill him before bringing him him just to cause me fear and worry I’m terrified please punish the father Johnny Cruz, let him be in prison or a rehabilitation court ordered psychiatric emergency in house treatment, &I please let my emergency sole custody be granted along with the two orders of protection, on Monday. As my sons unsafe his life is in such danger I can’t eat, when I sleep I have nightmares, I was told to come back December 12th, 2016, however the orders were dismissed illegally I was given misinformation which I have a witness, I need to know Johnny can’t legally harass, intimidate, physically endanger, or snap & murder god forbid my only son, he’s nine years old his names John Daniel Cruz, I’m asking begging that I’m met with open arms and empathy as I was misinformed and told she was abscent all day.
Please punish the individuals that turned my sons world and mine inside out, or get the woman help as she had no reason to victimize a mother whose only concern is I need that referee guarino due to the utter lies in which Johnny johns fathers lying, purposefully guilty of parental kidnapping, by not returning john home to me, johns in an unsafe, dangerous apartment, both parents Aren’t married, their physically engaging in domestic violence physical abuse altercations & my son goes days without seeing his father and he’s not bathing or feeding my son whose desperation is killing me, he’s hysterically crying begging an incoherent, father to bring him home to me his mommy.
Please let from this moment forward be where I’m lucky and no unhappiness, threats or bad luck nor anyone with malice, keep all negative people, ACS caseworkers responsible let them be punished as the lord sees fit as I didn’t put my two cents in.
Please protect my son myself and mother, this year let us find a new 2 bedroom apartment to start positive memories
Most importantly banish Johnny angel cruz born may 13, 1980, from Both my life, Roseva M Hoolan and John Daniel Cruz’s life by the referee extending the court order & upon my arrival on Monday, let the referee guarino, without hesitation grant me, Roseva johns Biological mother, Emergency sole custody stating John my son will be residing at his home address 2120 Cruger Avenue, Bronx, NY 10462, Apt 6f, please let her also extend the 2 orders of protection so that I can have Johnny arrested if he comes anywhere near me or my son John.