Dear Heavenly Father,
I want to thank You for the blessings You have given me in my life and thank You for Your Mercy and Grace even when I turned away from You. Lord, how can I be so selfish to leave the man, the faithful husband, my spouse and my true best friend of 22 years, that You put in my life for better, for worse until death do us part; Lord how could I go against your covenant. My husband was and will always be the best earthly man to have ever walked in my life and I just gave up when things got hard. I see now that all he was doing was trying to help us financially and not control me. For everything that man has done for me and everything we have been through over the last 22 years, how could I just throw up my hands and say “I’m done”. Lord I don’t want to be done. I don’t want this divorce to finalize between Jonathan and I. I’m afraid that he is ready to move on with his life and will never forgive me for walking out and leaving, when he was asking for my help; my help and contribution as his wife and his lifelong partner. Lord please forgive me for my actions and not calling on You for help. Lord, O God I ask you if there is any chance at all for reconciliation with my husband, please allow me to be worthy and I promise I will fight for my marriage. Lord I pray that You will allow me to be the righteous woman who builds her home, rather than the foolish woman who tears it down. Lord, You know my life is in shambles, between our separation and divorce filing and losing my job at the same time, I pray that You will guide me in the direction You want me to go. Search me, O God and know my heart; Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Lord, I thank you for my Church and their prayers for our marriage. I thank you for my family and their health and safety. Above all else, Lord I thank you for giving Your one and only son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins. Thank You for His resurrection 3 days later and is now seated at Your right hand on the Throne. Lord, I give you all the praise and glory. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.
Dear Jesus. Dear Jesus. I am in need of prayer and I need strength to continue in my job. Help me. Thank you for
James R