Gods Will, Faith, Love, Trust, Family, Relationships,

I would like prayer for my family, my wife, her family, and myself. I pray everyday but know that more prayer is better. I have been going through difficult times and my faith has been put to test by God. With my own family and my wife and her family, there's been a broken relationship with everyone. My wife and I got married for the wrong reasons and it's affecting us all. I made bad decisions and so did my wife but she can't see what we did is wrong. Her mother has talked behind my mother and my back and is a bad influence on my wife. I love my mother in law but she is blind and hard hearted. I don't know how to deal with her and ask God to remove her from my problems or do things as he sees best because he's God and knows what is right. My wife and I don't live together and know she doesn't love me like I love her. I've done so much for her and risked so much but she doesn't see it. Still it doesn't change how I feel about her and forgive her no matter what. I also feel like my mother is weak in faith or is broken for my bad decisions. I've hurt her and my family and want to make things right. I'm in financial debt and can't seem to find a way to get out of it other than work and just try to save up to pay everything I owe. I have many insecurities and the problems just seem to keep on building up. My stress and anxiety is high but my faith and prayer is always to God. In these tough moments I've gotten closer to him and want to do his will. I know that eventually I'll get through this storm which is why I ask for peace and strength. I want to fix my relationships with everyone such as my mother, my wife, and mother in law. I can't see my mother in law changing her mind about anything which is why I ask God to remove her from me or let him do what's best. With my wife I want to fix things and get things right and have a healthy Godly relationship. I want to be the husband I'm meant to be and get my act together. I want to be more responsible, hard working, and most importantly spiritually closer to God. I want to be born again. I want to do the Will of God and ask him to help me prepare for it. I want to fix my relationship with my mother and father and my whole family. I want to get out of my financial debt and be dependable for my future family if God allows it. I ask for patience because I know everything is in God’s timing and not mine. Overall I just want to be closer to Jesus and have a heart like his. My faith will always be in him and don't ever want to separate myself from him. I ask prayer for my brother who's younger than me too. I ask for all of my brothers but one of them has been going through trials and has been dealing with many storms. He has a hard heart at the moment and my mother deals with his stress. Which is why I ask for my mother too because there isn't a day she doesn't pray for us. Whatever God's will may be I want it. For my wife Fernanda and her family I'd love for them to accept Jesus christ as their lord and savior. They know of God but haven't truly accepted. I love my wife so much which is why I try to talk to Jesus about her but know only he can change her heart. She's sweet, kind, and listens. I want our marriage to be proof that all can be fixed in you believe and put your faith in God. But like I said, may it be whatever God decides and not me. In the end I know that God will do what is best. Thank You!