Lord in Heaven hallowed be thy name thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as as it is in Heaven. My Lord, thank you for forgiving me and pulling me out of hell. I am still sick from hell having been there so long I don’t know where you placed me I assumed it either as ghost or in limbo. Being that the transition is so hard for me is amount of confinement and fear spent in hell. Lord I have ruined the protection that you have granted me unintentionally of course out of panic and fear. Right now I have calmed down and am not thinking of hell but they’re are many triggers that set off the negative thinking in short because my long duration spent down there. What I am graciously asking for my Lord of course if you permit me another chance I ask humbly before you put me into this way of life is please take my life first. I cannot live in the human world and function in the supernatural world with all the exposures to hell that I’ve had I have a great fear and phobia of hell which will pull me back into it that is why I am asking you or I am pleading with you and or begging you oh Lord please Kill me before you place me into my afterlife. I cannot function in the two worlds at the same time my Lord. I hope this makes sense my Lord for living in the two worlds the last three years has driven me crazy and I am sick and cannot control my thought process from having been in hell and it ruins my ability of success in any afterlife placement you bestow upon me. I Love You truly my Lord. In our Fathers name we pray Amen.
I pray for my son-in-laws mother, Kim, who is also my dear friend, to be healed of the cancer that was just diagnosed. She
Kim