Dear Jesus my Lord, I praise you on high your my beautiful blessing. I miss you so much and love you more than you know. I’m in awe with how amazing and lovely you are. Since I last helped me over two months ago. I ask you for the forgiveness I’m my sins. I ask that you save me from hell and the painful torture I’m going through. I thought I could tough it out until now but I cannot. It’s affecting the way I have bowel movements going poop. I want to be normal again but I don’t know what normal is my Lord. I still have humanity left in me by serving other war veterans. Handing out military service coins to disabled Veterans. I’m doing the best I can considering the amount of pain I’m being put through in hell my Lord. Please don’t abandon me my Lord please save. The pain is immeasurable and too much to bear. I realize that I am nothing without you my Lord. I ask for your forgiveness of my sins my Lord I know the list is many but please spare me again. I am so broken and lost. I truly do love you please save me my Lord. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen
Ben Dorsch has issues within his body that the doctors cannot figure out. He is 27. On beta blockers for his heart and has
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