Dear Jesus my Lord, they’re attacking my heart my Lord I don’t have much time. I know that we had our disagreements and that I was poisoned by hell. I truly have faith on you and know that my brain has been imposed upon by mental illness. I do not like causing harm upon myself but I do here in hell. The pain is immeasurable and intolerable I have been bed bound for two days and haven’t slept in four days. I know worship is all about you my Lord and that you died on the cross for our sins. I’m truly not worthy to be in your presence and am blessed for having been. I am ashamed of myself and the thing I have become and for desecrating your name unholy I have become. I ask for your permission and forgiveness to this act of barbaric nature and unholy ways that have consumed my mind. You and the Father did not deserve my sick and unholy mind. I am trying for you to understand how I broke down and broke yours and the Father’s heart. I am pleading with you Lord for mercy on my death bed. I love you and the Father I always will. This miscarriage of deception that satan has created for me is a twisted plot to keep you and I apart. I realize I haven’t gained a spot in heaven because of my actions. But I’m praying, hoping and pleading with mercy that you’ll save me and find a home for me. Please don’t abandon me my Lord in my final and weakest hour. Your my only hope my Lord and you deserve praise in the highest fashion. Without you I am nothing but a meek and humble servant. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen
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