Dear Jesus my Lord, I am praying before you on my back wishing I was on bender knees before you. I have done terrible things in my life I am a sinner. I have atoned for my sins before you my Lord and accepted full responsibility. I gave you the truth as hard as it was things I has buried deep in my mind and had forgot about. Nonetheless the truth is the truth. Having been abused at the age of 3 by my half brother and blocking out most of the abuse. I know why became what I was at the age of 7. Afterwards vowing to myself to never to do it again and disgusted with myself. I am sorry for my sins and ask forgiveness of them all. I’m not doing well all the times I called you names I do it in hell too and it seems my mind is on repeat. It’s the worst pain imaginable and my mind has gotten worse. I’m sick my Lord and I thought God is Love and he helps his sick children. I don’t mean to say these things there is something wrong with that with my brain. I’m truly trying my Lord but my brain is deceiving me I can’t get out of this rut I’m in I’m not blaming you Lord is something wrong with me. I need you Lord like I have ever needed you before satan is punishing me with all he has and I I can’t take it anymore. Please save me Lord I can barely pray. I’m shaking I can barely breathe I can’t get out of bed because of the immense pain and my body is convulsing . My heart can’t take this too much longer Lord. Please heal me Lord I am truly sick in the brain and need your healing I have mentally broke before satan and my brain can’t keep from saying in my brain. I’ve mentally snapped. Please save me Lord I’ve always loved you and the Father I never wanted to be in the supernatural worlds I was cheated out of selling my soul at the hospital when I became paralyzed. I got lost along the way while trying to save my soul. I have no more left in me and my mind is gone. I believe in good not evil. Please I beg you Lord take merry upon me. I never meant to be against you and your will or to commit sins against you and the Father. Their is something truly wrong with me. I’m thankful for all the blessings you’ve ever bestowed upon me especially my beautiful children who I don’t want to dishonor. Please Lord I truly need your healing I know that I’m to say the satan over and over again before you but your the only one that can cure my head and my heart. In your Heavenly name name I pray. Amen
Kindly support my daughter, Hannah Hokonya at House No. 29958 Unit P, Seke, Chitungwiza in Zimbabwe so that God and the Lord Jesus deliver
Hannah