Lord Jesus you know my torment and suffering I am really trying to go on. But please not if it’s going to be like this. I have yet to truly know you or feel your presence in my life. Please grant me that and help me back in your the light. Give me unwavering faith, strength and support, spiritually and materially. Heal all falsities, deliver me from all obstacles and my own sabotage preventing me from receiving my freedom and complete financial abundance and support to rescue me. So I am completely uninhibited from what I came here to do and serve you and the casa and bring you closer to all. This chapter of the last 42 years has to be over. If only for a moment for me to regain my feet on the ground and connection to you. It is impossible for me to survive, with out friends, family, support physically and spiritually and No tangible love to speak of and be able to continue in existence. It’s just not. Please liberate me and use me as you wish. Provide a home that I own, the ability to take care of my self and my animals and provide the care they need and veterinary expenses, to get out of debit, get my car fixed, be able to visit the holy land, padre pio, st Rita, st Anthony, dom inacio, go back to the casa, walk the Camino. I’ve needed this for so long. Show me the safety and security and divine intervention only you can grant, weather I believe it can happen or not. Please help me to go on.
Please continue prayer for my husband Ron. Heal him completely Lord Jesus!! Make him whole. He has come along way the past 2 months

Ronald