I pray that I can find a job opportunity that best fits me. I need something exciting that will boost my confidence and allow me to receive good compensation for my efforts. I’ve been in a relationship with a man that hasn’t gone the way I intended. I currently live with him and can not afford to move out. I love him dearly but he is toxic. He even told me during thanksgiving day weekend while visiting his mother that he is not in love with me. He even broke up with me 2 days before Christmas just to tell me later we were just arguing. He plays with my heart. His ex girlfriend has been back in his life. She threatens him constantly and begs for money that he gives willingly, thousands of dollars, and gives me a hard time for my cellphone bill. He’s told Mr that he loves her before and I don’t see that as something bad as once you love another it doesn’t just go away, it’s sweet He still cares. But after seeing the types of messages she sent him, pictures of her in a sexual manner, begging to be with him even if he had a girlfriend, even threatening to tell his mother and I , stalking me online about their relationship. She is his cousins wife and they had a affair. They got caught and the cousin filed for legal separation and divorce supposed to be finalizing soon. It’s been over 10 years. They weren’t suppose To stay friends but they did. They continued a sinful relationship up until he met me. He told me he quit drinking, that he’s afraid to go to hell, that he wants to be a better man. Being open and telling mad all of his past discretions. We were really happy. I started bringing him to church we pray before meals he’s been closer to God. Until back in last February when she started again. Harassing him. Then officially once his mom started posting pictures of us she want full throttle emotional blackmail since August. What sad is that he gave in, he’s the One not blocking her, he’s the one giving her money, he’s the one saying he wants to help father her daughter. (Adopted child from a bad family and he has a good heart) he chooses her first because this hurts me and it didn’t matter. He’s known her for 20 years and me 14 months. I would cry every night going through his phone seeing all of this while he continue to lie to me. He is a liar and I had to put it in his face that I knew just for him to tell me the truth. Even with all this happening he still has me here we still sleep by each other every day he doesn’t tell me that he loves me anymore because I’ve threatened to tell his family etc. etc. because I was only copying the things that she said. I would never hurt him I just was hurt and angry. He helps me he lets me live here he provides for me and we have a really good time with one another but I must face the truth. I don’t know what’s going to happen and I don’t know truly what’s going on. I pray for her salvation because as a Christian I’m supposed to. I just wish everyone knew the truth that the whole family knew about him and her what she’s been doing how awful she is. Just for everyone to know the truth to see her for who she really is. I love them so much and I’ve been trying to detach myself to prepare myself to leave. So I’m not really sure what to pray for . Do I pray for assistance to leave do I pray for assistance to have discernment because I already prayed to know how he feels and what’s been going on in the Angels let me see. So now it’s up to me? Do I stay knowing that he has pretty much a relationship with someone else or believe that God has someone else that I’m supposed to be with. And that maybe I’m supposed to meet him to bring him a little bit closer to God. Lately he’s been seeing things that are showing he doesn’t believe I wish God would make a huge presence in his life. To arrive in his life in a way where he has no doubt in the question that God exist. That Jesus is our Savior. If I’m supposed to be his mate, if I’m suppose to be his wife, please let him see, for my love is fading from all the hurt. I’ve been practicing abstinence since December for I thought he loved me and thought God sent him to me to be my husband. All I know right now is that I’m hurt and poor, confidence broken since I lost my job in May. I need to work So that I can save to buy a car and afford to live on my own. I know this is a lot, I just want you to know my heart that I don’t want you to pray that he leaves me but to pray for a resolution. The thought of leaving him hurts and scares me. But I also know I am not truly happy. Please help me dear God, I ask thee in Jesus Name, Amen.
Dear Lord God please bless Rene Rogelio for his safety, long life and good health in body and mind always. Please bless him that
Rene Rogelio