Redemption

Dear Jesus my Lord, I have been thinking and realize that you may feel I deceived you getting into Heaven the previous times before. I used the witch doctor because of my curse and Satan chasing me. It was not my intentions of deceiving you it was not ever even thought of in that way. It recently came to fruition in my mind that is probably the reason you’re upset with me. It never crossed my mind my Lord to deceiving you as that’s not why I hired the witch doctor I hired her to remove the curse and she did I also hired her to combat evil and Satan. I never realized it would lead me into Heaven. This is the honest truth my Lord you may test my feet for the truth for this my Lord. My intentions are never to upset you my Lord or deceive you I didn’t even think it to be a sin until thinking really hard what I could have upset you. I pray that you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me of these sins my Lord. I just know that the last time you excepted me into Heaven was for the reason that I used the witch doctor and you tested my feet. I wasn’t able to speak with you regarding any issues because of the vulgarities my sub conscience was spewing. Lord I have committed acts of sin and for those I am sorry but I have never intentionally meant to deceive you or lie to you. They’re was a pattern of behavior that occurred during our meetings my Lord. I had a demon attached to my afterlife body left foot I know this because of the witch doctor removed it from my brain and the demon fell off. This means Satan deceived you by you receiving me my afterlife body in fraudulent form. This is reason why I had love for Satan and hell and you dropped me from heaven. You should be on alert from this high deception my Lord so that you’ll know what to look for and save another person like me. As your soul is not yours to barter, sell or give away to Satan then how did I constantly end up in hell if I didn’t have a demon attached to my afterlife body left foot? All the times you thought I lied to you was the truth my Lord. Before you dropped me from heaven when my heart felt love for hell and you were making the decision to drop me and my sub conscience said he’s lying that was the demon talking. And you did drop me and they drug me to hell. The other time was I was scared Satan and asking for your help to put me out of my misery. And dropped me because I was scared Satan and the demon was attached at this time so I had a valid point to be scared of him. I have been misunderstood my Lord and ask you for forgiveness and mercy. I am severely damaged but I am never too late to be saved. I love you. In your Heavenly name I pray Amen