I started hearing demons and the devil. Its been over a year now. Satan would call me a slave, N-word, colored person, etc everyday. Then, one day recently, I felt a sensation, like someone had raped me and I instantly knew that it was Satan. I have prayed to God about it, but I've been dealing with terrible spiritual warfare and trauma from the memory of being raped in the spirit.
Since then, I've strengthened my relationship with God. But the problem is that demons and evil beings try hard everyday to make me not believe in God. I'm afraid that one day I will stop believing in God and be condemned. Please pray for me about these things.
Guide me back to the right path. Help me remove lust from my mind. Help me become stronger. Better. Heal my family and open
Shawn