Dear Jesus Christ, Yeshua Mashikah,
To our heavenly Father which art in Heaven, Holy is your name and your name is worthy to be praised. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Im asking this day my daily bread. This is the daily bread that I ask for each day, My name is Ashly Nicole Mika, I reside in McDade, Texas, United States. I am sending this prayer to you from far away hoping that it will reach you close. I want to be close to your heart. I want to receive salvation. I believe in you Jesus Christ, yeshua Mashikah and I confess with my mouth that you are Lord. I believe in my heart that you were raised from the dead. Please Lord, save me from my sins, let your holy spirit live in me and guide me and teach me all things. Forgive me for my sins. Your word says that you save the circumcised and uncircumcised, and that because of the unbelief of some israelites the genties are able to be grafted in. I do not know if i am an israelite or a gentile but i pray that I can recieve your grace and mercy. Lord remember the mercy that I have had on everyone around me that treats me bad and talks to me bad and hurts my feelings. I pray Lord that you deliver me from mine enemies and those that seek my life. Lord I pray that you keep me safe, and keep the satanic agents from coming around my life. I can not handle much more of Satan and his army Lord, they are beginning to be too much for me. Their magic that they try to work on me to try to take me from you. Lord I pray that you focus not on what their magic has done to me as I am blind to it and can not see it's effects, but look at my heart Lord that I love you more than anything in this world and I love my neighbor as i love myself. Continue to bless me Lord, so that I can afford to get my own place, hopefully if it be in your will for me to buy a home of my own, one where i can have security cameras set up that is in a safe area where I do not have to worry about possible intruders or demons being in the home. I can sanctify the home, bless the home, have peace in the home. I desire a work from home job oh precious Lord and Savior. I have been too weak physically to do much of anything, and i pray that you renew my strength. If i do get a job outside of the house, i would like to work at a Christian school. I no longer want secular jobs. I feel a heavy burden by the worldy ways of the people that work secular Jobs. If i could work for virtual ministry assistance I would be so happy. That way i could work from home as an assistant to multiple different Churches. Lord if it be your will allow me to move to a place that is fully safe, where i will be fully safe if the tribulation comes, for I believe on your name and i am not one that needs to repent. Except for that of smoking vapes. I pray that you give me the strength to stop smoking vapes if it be a sin in your eyes. I read in your word that if it's a sin to me it's a sin to you, and I pray that it be not a sin although i do feel like you do not want me to do it anymore, but i havent felt like you have given me the strength yet to stop for reasons unknown. It could be the magic that is being done on me that is causing me to continue to want to vape nicotine. I do not want strange smoke coming from my mouth. Lord I have read your word, most of it, and I just want you to know that I love you with all of my heart and soul, and I love my neighbor as I love myself. I know your word says not to pray with vain repetitions as the heithens do as they think they will be heard for their much speaking, but when you pray go into your closet and pray in secret that your Father who hears may reward you openly. Lord i ask that this prayer be a secret prayer from me to you. I love you so much Father, and I really hope you accept me into heaven. For I am hurting emotionally for i have been persecuted for your names sake and i have been treated badly, my life has been threatened and i have had to run from me enemies, i have been yelled at constantly as if i am doing something wrong and made to feel i am worthless and that no one hear on this earth loves me. I was ignored by pretty much everyone for such a long time that i began to feel so alone and like no one loved me. The only love I had to lean on was yours father. I thought about going and becoming a Nunn, but i did not trust that any of the convents were true Christians. When i went to go live at a Christian ministry, I felt like you were calling me back home to McDade, Texas to help take care of my mom. Lord I want to thank you for Carlos Garvia IV of La Vernia, Tx, USA. He came at a time when i was lost, broken hearted, and alone, when i felt like no one loved me or cared about me and that i very well may die at the hands of my enemies. He showed me a love and compassion and attention that no one else has ever shown me, and a friendship like no other. He thinks that we might be meant to be husband and wife. Lord I know that an unmarried woman is married to Jesus. I want to be married to Jesus the rest of my life but i really do need a companion to make it through this life with otherwise i will go back to being lost, broken, and alone. Feeling unloved and hurt and depressed and just ready to committ suicide. Lord I know your word says he who loves his life shall lose it, and he who hates his life shall gain it. I hated my life for so long, because of the way my family and others treated me. Now that I have carlos, i love my life. Not only that but my mom has started to be a bit nicer to me although she does not hug me and i think she might be with the illuminati im not sure. If she and my brother are my enemies Lord, please do not let me know but please deliver me peacefully so that I do not have to be afraid of them. Please do not allow them to harm me in Jesus name. Lord I ask so prayerfully and strong that you allow me to experience the fruits of the spirit in myself and those around me. Love, peace, joy, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, goodness, and self control. And that I am loved by those around me with the 1 corinthians 13 kind of love. Lord i know your word says in 1 or 2 peter 1-10 that if i add these things to my faith that I will never fall or be barren in the fruit of God. Lord please help me to learn how to add these things to my faith. I have been in the lions den, with that old serpent, he came within 20 feet of me, and his followers praised me, but i did not praise him, nor his followers. I resisted him and he fled from me. Lord i do not know if i should pray for my brother, and my mom, and my sister in law, and neice and nephew, i feel that they do not want me to pray for them. I want to thank you that when i prayed for my brother, anthony mika, he ended up going to church. But what he said about his experience scared me. He said his body caught on fire. He was trying to scare me and that was not funny. I am not sure why i feel this spirit of fear when he is around. He is big and strong and he does energy work. I do not like energy work. I prefer not to focus on energy as I really do not understand it. My energy might say one thing, but in my mind I am thinking something totally different. That is the type of magic that I am talking about. How they might try and cast demons into my body and make my energy serve the devil when my heart and mind is for you God and I get afraid that you will think you never knew me. I fear that I may hear, depart for me, for i never knew you, ye that work iniquity. Lord i have obeyed most of the commandments and I do my best to follow and obey your word. Where I lack, please make me strong. I know you are able to hear all of our prayers simultaneously and answer them all simultaneously because you are the alpha and omega the benginning and the end and you are omnipotent and omnipresent meaning that your spirit is able to be everywhere at once. Please dispatch angels to fight the demons that encamp around me that wish and hope for my demise. Please lord, protect me and sheild me from my enemies, for you alone are my refuge. You alone are my heart. You alone are my love. You alone are my safety. I love you so much lord God, please grant me mercy and peace and do not judge me harshly as i have been beaten down by those around me until i feel scared that even you, my God might not accept me. But i have to trust that you love me and will never leave me nor forsake me. Please never leave me nor forsake me Lord. I apologize for anything i have done that is against your will and I pray that you allow me to walk in your will from here on forward. I feel like you want me to get the job at good shepherd luthern church and i have my interview on tuesday. Please give me favor with the company you want me to work at, and please bless me with a Christian job. I do not need to be rich, i just need enough money to keep me safe from my enemies so that I can read your word and follow your will in peace without fear of what they will do to me for having your spirit, and without them using their magic to take your spirit from me. If i could live at this church where this prayer is being sent, I would. I would live at a church and do your work day and night if i could, i would stay in your word and stay doing your work to bring others to the kingdom, save souls from the fire, and live the life that matthew 25 speaks of. I have done my best to live that life. Lord please I am begging you, do not forsake me. I love you and I will love you so strongly for the rest of my life I am in tears at how much i love you and how much i am afraid that i might not be accepted by you. Please accept me and grant me mercy because i am poor in spriit, i am meek, i have been persecuted for your names sake, and i am low at heart. I am peaceful, and kind, and loving, and i want to be joyful, i have patience, and the other fruits of the spririt, and i pray that where i lack you strengthen me. Your word has made me kind and pure. I love your word. Please do not let me be afraid anymore. Give me the boldness of a lion. Please also do not let my mother pass away until i am fully able to care for myself. Show me if carlos is meant to be my husband. I love you lord God. I could pray to you for hours but i am limited with this prayer. Hopefully one day i can come to the holy land and pray at this same stone where this prayer is being placed. I am not praying to the stone, I am praying to the Father God of the Son of God that layed on this stone, Jesus Christ. Lord also one last thing, teach me your real name, and please do not count it wrong of me or say you did not know me if i did not know your real name. If i do die, when i do, please take me up to heaven. If you could come and get me like you did elisha oh my heart would be full!
Forgive me my trespasses as I forgive those who tresspass against me, and do not lead me into temptation but deliver me from evil, for thine is the Power, and the Kingdom, and the Glory, forever and ever, amen.
