Dear lord,
I don’t understand why I have so much heart ache in my life. I know I am not a bad person and I can’t deal with all this heart ache, can you please make it all stop. I can’t cope anymore I am at the weakest point in my life.
I wish my Tata didn’t die because I live broken everyday. I wish I wasn’t so sick, suffering and bedridden. I wish lily was not sick and suffering like she is.
I think to myself, I just wish I was with you god because I can’t cope anymore.
Please change my life for the better. Please heal lily to live a long life and give me my health back to the way I was before. Please change my life and give me happiness, the love of my life and a child of my own.
Please protect Indy and lily my two loves.
Help me lord I beg you.
Amen