Lord in Heaven hallowed be thy name thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. My Lord, I am truly a good person I give to the poor I help others in need I do love my neighbors. I failed you because I was abused as a child and didn’t seek help when I needed it the most. My Lord do you understand the impact of instability abuse how it poisoned the mind. I’m just asking for your understanding my Lord and please not to condemn me for actions of abuse that were taken against me. I have been being punished for nearly three years now my Lord. I was given my punishment for my first vile sin but the second I admitted to for sleeping with my mother-in-law I slept her two more times after the first incident where she accused me of rape that I repented for only because she made me feel of a guilty conscience. She later recanted her story of rape to only to keep her from losing her marriage. Why would she sleep with me two more times if I was her rapist my Lord? I know that I am a sick person and in need of your healing my Lord. But I am not rotten to the core I have good in me and have displayed it to my community. Just recently I was able to get a disabled veteran $2500 donation to a down payment on a disability van to help him be more mobile in the community. I have good in me my Lord and can do so much more when I’m not in constant agony of pain inflicted by satan. I much rather prefer to suffer justice by your hand my Lord. I am ashamed of my sins deeply and have true regret and wish I could go back in time and stop them. Please I ask my Lord please forgive me of my sins and weigh my words carefully. I truly Love You. In our Father’s name we pray Amen.
Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for the gift of Brian Niehaus who is a dedicated and a faithful leader of the sidewalk counselors. Lord,
Brian