Hope

Dear Jesus my Lord, I’ve been brutally honest with you as I was with my sins. I’m trying to out to you so you’ll understand why I ended up the person I am today. I’ve given up because you’ve given up on me my Lord. The things and experiences I’ve been through are the truth. Because you didn’t back me in the beginning when I needed you the most you let me fall and gave me back to satan. This is when I lost trust in you. You still leave me on my own when you cannot admit that satan has a highly deceivable program to steal souls from under your nose. I’m not trying to upset you Lord for I am already lost. Just remember I always gave you the truth. I would ask you to save me but I know that answer. I know you that your supposed be all knowing but this deception is beyond you Lord. It’s consumed me and my only help is what you thought of me previously. In the shadow of the doubt im telling what to do but I still have faith cause I seek you my Lord. I haven’t given up on you. I don’t know where we go from here. All I know is I seek asylum under coat of arms. I’m not mentally well my Lord and forewarn you ahead of time. I ask you to please forgive me of all of my sins. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen