Dear Jesus my Lord, I am coming before you a broken man
and I pray that you’ll hear out my prayer. I ask you forgiveness of my cardinal sins and seek your atonement. I ask that you’ll re-consider your judgment against me my Lord based on the abuse I suffered at the hands of my brother when I was 3 years old. What he did to me made me sick and I never sought help. I take full responsibility for my sins and I repent fully unto you my Lord. I feel if you have an explanation of what happened to me this would all make sense. I’m not down playing my sins by any means. Just praying to you that you’ll understand me and not throw me away. I ask you for your forgiveness again my Lord for I am ashamed of myself I’m loathing of myself I look to you for all my guidance and wisdom. Your amazing God that is kind and merciful and I pray that you’ll take mercy on me. Please save me my Lord. In your Heavenly name I pray Amen
Dear God and Jesus, Please help Max to fight the illness and to heal well. Please God clear his mind from the mental fog.
Maximilian