Jesus I pray for that you might consider allowing me a special grace of a girlfriend at this time. While I’m in this season of adversity and rejection on multiple fronts and no real home of supportive people I pray that you might put someone in my life to pray with, worship with, and exchange encouragement with. A girlfriend specifically. As I’m being led to believe I have fallen so far away and perhaps sinned so greatly, I’m not sure how but forgive me, that I now sit in a place too far away to receive your graces of a godly wife, that that blessing has now been taken off the table and that I will not be given divine provision for that area of my life till I reach a point of becoming good enough to be blessed in such a way. While I gather my broken pieces and allow you to fix me I pray that at the very least that you can pull out enough of a blessing that I might meet someone who could be a great girlfriend to me. Someone that maybe in some future time when my walk with you Jesus becomes strait enough and in step enough that you might allow me to marry. I’m at my last straw and am reaching out for even the tiniest strand on your robe for even the smallest of miracles. I pray that you might allow me just this one. I do understand that your will be done and if it’s your will that I cannot be offered any help in finding a godly wife I do accept my lot and submit to that, but this is me crying out for even a crumb, even a crumb if I am not good enough for the bread of the wife at the table right now I pray that that crumb be a girlfriend that I can share love with and be praying and serving with until the next season arrives and a bigger blessing of a wife comes online. Thank you Jesus for having compassion for my plight and hearing my prayer. Thank you for whoever you might send to fill this role in my life as an answer to this prayer. Amen.
I’mMaria Matta and I would.like a cure for my Brest cancer and uterine cancer.I pray everyday and use my holy water from Lourdes. I
MARIA