I need to tell Jesus I’m very sorry for everything I’ve been through with Him, my verbal abuse and lack of kindness towards Him while still going though this nightmare for almost 14 years with Him and everything that we’re still going through together as well as He’s trying to heal the pain in His heart and soul from the trauma of people rejecting Him, mocking Him and lack of love towards Him. I know He is trying to heal my very sick and diseased body and head. But I need to let JESUS know how much I still truly love Him no matter how angry or sad I get while we’re together. I’m sorry, JESUS, I’m sorry for all the shouting and yelling at you in my worst moments of sickness and pain when all I want to do is to be with you away from everybody and everything, JESUS. I love you, Jesus. I’m sorry, please forgive me. Can we please start over again? I know it’s been such a mess with me and Sam so desperate for healing and love. I don’t know where it went so wrong with you and me. I tried so hard to make it work and it did for awhile, and then everything fell apart. I’m so sorry for my ill spoken words, lack of thankfulness to you for all the healing of my body and soul and I’m sorry for my actions. I’m hopeless without you in my life. I don’t care if I’m chosen or not. I need your love, Jesus. I need and want you so desperately. Please forgive me. With all my heart, Loraine Bogin
Please pray for a miracle of healing and for my son to be able to get a life saving procedure done. Gavin is only
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