Me abused and mom with dementia Brothers not saved

I need a lot of prayer. I am the outcast. My siblings (2 brothers have been verbally abusive and I've been shunned since 11/2021. Ive been a Born Again Christian since Feb 1986 . They aren't but I never bothered them about that. My mom favored the boys. My mom even admitted she loved boys better , didn't care for females and so I was whom she took her pain out on from my abusive grandmother. My mom is in Memory Care at Assisted Living. I gave so many extravagant gifts to my parents (2 weeks 5 star hotels to 3 Hawaiian Islands and top attractions), tried to get a book illustrated my mon wanted done but didn't like it in the end thousands I spent so much more. My mom made the stingy son her poa. Since then he turned on me with an abundance of hate. He threatened to call the cops on me if go to his house. I live alone in Alaska (mom pushed me away…I could have been her letter carrier.. she got upset about it) They live in Florida and MD. Both my brothers are spoiled, arrogant towards me and narcissist towards me. My other brother would grab me by my boobs and twist them when he wailed off on me. He also swung a baseball bat at me, knocking me out, while I passed out into the dirt and fell into a deep sleep with dirt in my mouth. All I saw were his legs running away. He was physically abusive into my 20's. Threw food on my uniform, when I came home from work on break. In later years he was still belittling in putting me down and verbally abusive. My other brother became loud and verbally abusive…my moms favorite in his later years but he was never physically abusive He married a far left feminist agnostic. They spoil their daughter that yelled at me that my brother hates me and that she does too.. My mom needs prayer for her health. My brothers need prayer for their salvation and I need prayer for Peace, love, healing.. I am devastated and its hard that I don't have family and family means so much to me. My mom wouldn't even let my dad love me like a father loves a daughter. She pushed me away. I miss my dad so much. He passed from horrible doctors that found his prostate early. I bought the most expensive supplements from Japan (fucoidan and protandim) but my mom got mad..wouldn't let him take it…doctor said it wouldn't hurt him….I am 60 years old…have been through so much. Mom even blamed me when girls in catholic school held me down during recess as they kicked me in the legs making fun of me. She said they do it because I'm overly sensitive…I can't wait for the day to go to heaven to be with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. This world is cruel and harsh. Im blessed with some good friends but the family that should be there for me is not and it seems I will die without any love from them