I am in need of prayers. I have come to the conclusion I have no choice but to let go of someone I've grown a deep affection for. She is the woman who inspired me to get sober. No other person could get me to ever do that. I am realizing I may have blown any chance of getting close to her. I do not see the interest at all after leaving many hints, and this is one of the hardest letting goes ever. I really liked everything about her and was attracted to her in every way possible. I feel like my heart is crushing. I created this romantic fairy tale life for us, and now I feel like I've got to throw my castle away. I am going to be strong and not let this crush me. I am going to force myself to find myself again. She helped me get over someone else, and I surprised myself by caring about her more than anyone else. I am not going to continue to torture myself by holding on to a false hope. I need prayers to maintain my strength and move forward.
Dear Father, please hold my husband Eckart in loving and healing energy during the surgery tomorrow and during the long recovery time. Help the
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