God sent My ex l to me Sophomore year of college after spending freshman year praying for his and his happiness and praying we would one day date. He patiently spent six years along my side while I struggled with anxiety and severe depression we had to take a break in 2015 when life became overwhelming we never stopped talking between then and this May and even talked about getting married then he decided all the drama that I cause because of my issues wasn’t worth it. I’m not some love struck teenager I’m 26 and genuinely want to marry this man but my mental health issues always made things more complicated than they needed(we’ve literally spent one or two times with each others families because of my anxiety and he never asked me to hang out with his friends because he was afraid I’d say no)every day I ask myself if I love him if I want to marry him and if I trust God and so far the last 3 months the answer has been yes i ask for continued hope and patience while I wait for him to re turn and I ask that The Holy Spirit helps my ex feel the deep connection we have and lead him back to me so that our relationship with one another can be better than before healthier happier and more Christlike if it is not Gods will please take this deep love and affection and desire to be his wife and sever it
