Dear Jesus my Lord, I seek your mercy on high for I have repented my sins and ask for your forgiveness. Your amazing and wonderful God and healer and I am thankful for you. I look to you for strength to survive the pain and torment I am suffering here in hell, I starve for your affection my Lord I miss your sweet embrace and the enduring love you share. I ask wholeheartedly to be forgiven of my sins and I repent to you so that I may be reach atonement for them. You have been deceived by Satan when it came to my afterlife body ands demon that was attached to my left foot. If your willing to test my feet and seek the answers of when the curse left my skull and the demon dropped off my afterlife body I welcome it. This will enlighten you to show you the afterlife body that was coming forward to heaven was a fraud and the real one stayed behind. Thus infecting my mind with evil and turning my heart against Jesus and my love towards hell. I am deeply sorry for making a mess in heaven by way of using a witch doctor’s powers. These actions only took place because I feared him because the demon was attached to my afterlife body left foot. I couldn’t shake Satan if I tried it wasn’t a lack of faith it was deception by the great deceiver. If only this could make sense in other words. That’s why my feet need to be tested for these results. I am not a witch nor do I practice as one I used one to combat the constant barrage of evil that were being sent my way. Is this a sin? If so I ask for complete and total forgiveness. I never meant any harm by the use of a witch doctor. I was just scared and lonely fighting alone I realize I needed to put my faith in Jesus Christ I wasn’t getting any responses via prayers. So I needed protection right away and so that’s the reason for the witch doctor. I do not worship this person they’re a paid employee. I worship you my Lord I am deeply confused to why I am being punished after all that has happened to me including being judged. I realize I have committed mortal sins that were judged I don’t understand why since my entire three years has been dedicated to winning this fight against Satan. But I have been given up so freely over a mix up in this perception the deception is real on my side. I just would like for you to see it through my eyes my Lord. The only way to do this is to test my feet. My heart does not work anymore it only keeps me alive it has no more love or feeling otherwise I’d show it upon our connection. I pray that you can find it in your heart to look into these matters and please set me free my Lord please save me. I love you. In your Heavenly name I pray Amen
Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for the gift of Brian Niehaus who is a dedicated and a faithful leader of the sidewalk counselors. Lord,
Brian