Dear Heavenly Father,
Over the last several days and since I submitted the last prayer, you have been revealing many things to me about this relationship with Karl. I can now see this is not a healthy situation. So I’m asking for your will to be done and for your very best for my life. If there is anyway you can change Karl and the way he handles things (change narcissism behaviors) and if it is your will to bring us back together, I pray you do so. I truly want my life with him if he can make changes. But if not, I pray you change my heart, help me to fall out of love for him, and help me to get mentally healthy and stronger than I’ve ever been. I also pray you would lead me to the man you want me to marry. I truly pray it will be the most wonderful love I’ve ever experienced. I pray he is everything I love about Karl but even better! I pray he is Godly, a manly man, a leader, loves to travel, be adventurous, upper 50’s, compatible interests, handsome, tall, can take responsibility, say I’m sorry, believe in commitment and communication skills, financially successful/secure and emotionally secure, giving, and will love my children as his own. I pray a marriage proposal will happen this year. I pray for happiness unlike I’ve ever know. I pray he will always love me, and will treat me like a princess. I pray for a long, happy and healthy life with this man. Oh God please hear my prayer and please help me get through this painful, grieving time of letting go of Karl if that is your will. Either way, please take away this insurmountable pain I’m feeling and help me feel hope again.
Love,
Kristina