I am wanting to die. I am beyond broken and have been for some time. I believe in Jesus Christ as my savior. I have been baptized in the Spirit. I am just really suffering from severe depression. I had depression before I had an accident on my horse and sustained a brain injury. I have also battled addiction. Although not to hard drugs. Prescription psychiatrist drugs for the longest and alcohol off and on. Although I have not had any alcohol in over a year. I tried to commit suicide and my daughter found me. She was 16 and was taken away from me because of it. I have repented and asked God to show me things I do not even know I need to repent for. I am putting God first. I just can't cope with not speaking to my daughter. She is the ONLY family that I am close to. I am 56 and I live with my dad who is 87 and getting sick. I am SO SCARED. I FEEL like Jesus and God have forgotten me. Or they are really mad at me. I just can't take this mental anguish anymore and I just want to be with Jesus and God. My heart hurts so badly. I am so alone. I do pray. I read my Bible. I'm just at a loss. I need help. I'm not sure what to even ask for in terms of prayer. I don't want to die. But I do want to die. I'm scared that I could kill myself. I NEED HELP!!! PLEASE IN JESUS' NAME. PRSY FOR ME. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND GOD bless you. ❤️🙏
My pregnancy and my baby to be safe and healthy safe easy delivery. Mental health healing. Provision and protection for my family.
Erin