They day I found out I was HIV positive. It took everything for me not to my own life . I was put on HIV medication .. I blocked out and was put in the hospital they never asked me if I wanted a HIV test . they come in and told me I was HIV positive . I still today hate taking the medicine that I refused to take in 2012 do to the side effects and it tought I was fine and then I got so sick with pneumatia and was in the hospital for 8 days and then I was told that I HAD Aids do to all the weight I lost . so I started medication in 2014 and since then my health is going down hill is have gotten broken leg from the first medication and now in losing my vision and since taken medication I have not once felt healthy or normal since they day you can live a normal. Life when taken the medicine the only thing it has done is rob me if being normal is have shut my self out of the world do to faugtige and nausea and and balance problems and it have become mean and it was never a mean person I would always help others and people still come to me and asked what they should do they look up to me and it can't even look up to myself anymore do to my sickness im only 49 years old and this sickness has taken years away from me im stuck at home 365 days a year and there has been many times I wanted to end my life do to what im dealing with where I can't walk hardly or see hardly anymore I think that I have been a burden on my family . and they all day they know what im dealing with no one knows because they don't live with the diseases that im dealing with and the fighting im dealing. The pain the sicknesses and the person now that I have become to not want to be around anyone and even includes not wanting to be around family either . I have asked god for a miracle heal many times and it even asked to take me out of this world if this is how im going to be for the rest of my life because it hurts me to much to live a life not being healthy and doing nothing any but laying on a couch is not living. Im just breathing air and it can't live like this anymore all I want is to be able to feel well again and see normal again . only if god could see how much pain and crying I do because I can't do anything and it don't feel well please god heal my body from all forms of sicknesses thank you god love ya amen
Please pray that I be healed from the hital hernia. Help the hernia to go away. Please pray that there is no cancer or
Lisa