Dear Jesus my Lord, I am thankful for all that you’ve done for me . I’m sorry for all that I have done and I accept full responsibility for my actions. Please forgive my Lord of all my sins. Being scared of hell and thinking about while I’m here is also a defense mechanism because it helps take away the build up on my feet. I’m sorry that I had a lack of faith last time we were together my Lord having spent so much time in hell I have become lost and sick and scared. That is why I have it on my mind so much; I shouldn’t but I do as much as I have been tortured. It’s because my mind won’t quit saying negative thoughts against the demons. The pain is immeasurable my Lord if I breathe to hard my body goes into convulsions. I am very thankful and blessed by the miracles you have performed. If I could only get my mind right and if I weren’t sick I could be home. I just want to be some where safe my Lord and my feet protected from hell. I pray that you’ll hear my prayer my Lord and I also hope I can control the fear of hell in my mind. I have my last bit of money my Lord until payday to pay for this prayer donation. Please don’t abandon me my Lord I know I am lost but I know defending my morals in hell has made me a target. I realize that I have been a bad child to you my Lord and you have forgiven me so many times I am very thankful. My Lord I haven’t gotten out of bed in two days and I haven’t relieved my bowels in three. I’m in agony with this awful pain they take shifts with different demons that create the worst pain imaginable I’m lucky to get one that takes pity on me. I’m sorry for bearing only my problems and pain to you my Lord I should be worshiping and praising you. They’re trying to kill me with pain give me a heart attack. I can’t keep living like this my Lord I need some relief of the misery Please kill me my Lord so I can be relieved of this misery. I’m really sorry for being a disappointment my Lord. I love you. In your Heavenly I pray. Amen
I pray for a complete healing of a stomach ulcer. I also pray I would let go of fear and have peace of mind
Jennifer