Dear Jesus my Lord, I want to thank you for forgiving me and being such a beautiful and kind God. My Lord I am asking for you to take my life I don’t want to keep offending you with my presence. Either that or I don’t want to have ever existed all I know is I don’t want to go back to hell. I realize you must keep my feet muzzled because what comes out of my sub conscience. That is why I am fearful in returning to hell. I am ever so thankful to be here in heaven under your protection. Lord I just know I don’t want to mess this up and pray you end my life and restore my afterlife body to a ghost. Please forgive me for my sins. I don’t want my corrupted mind ruining for me now that I am here in heaven and in contact with you my Lord. I pray that you’ll understand my thoughts into this my Lord and pray you’ll understand. I love you. In your Heavenly name I pray Amen
Guide me back to the right path. Help me remove lust from my mind. Help me become stronger. Better. Heal my family and open
Shawn